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remember any first day of teaching in the country, my salary is only fifty-six yuan only, while the president was there more than three hundred yuan of wages, which makes me great or glasses, obviously I am a teacher of a lower-middle most, though not the work done less than others, but maybe I am mad that a low self-esteem's sake, that it is looked down on the people around me, those days feel lonely always attack me, so I am very helpless and embarrassed. Wages of the day, I always have to wait until after all the people brought to the collar, it looks like a little thief. Coincides with the time a woman was introduced at the object and I did not expect wages to do just mention, that girl to blow me that my salary is not enough points in January to buy her facial oil it. It makes me very angry, and went straight away. I'm not superstitious in the world since there will be any real love and friendship, the story of Cowherd and Weaver Girl is after all just a legend.
all the people may look down on me [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], so be it they take it for granted! I can not sleeping, say, uncle lady, look at me now nothing, but I do have ideals, ideals [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], they will not worry about money, your eyes without beads, you'll regret it when the time go! Although I am stupid, of course, is still not like Ah Q as to say these words to, but Ah Q again, and how much difference?
With such a bad mood for the primer, I increasingly have a terrible inferiority complex, and paranoia with autism, that there will be any good? Forget Forget, or plunged headlong into the ocean of knowledge, self-satisfaction to live, who's face do not look good. Gradually I found that books and music really gives me a lot of comfort. Lu Xun's Especially in the cold moonlight, all my neighbors Chen Erhu teacher melodious sound, flying out the window cracks, I felt the power of faith, I should be the way the truth of their beliefs go.
But I must find a friend, and never again see the kind of person is under the door, nor the kind of wine, chicken gut, I just want to have a go for a good talk, always separated from not abandon, the brothers a sincere friend. But will it really do such a friend? Yes, definitely yes. I remember having seen some farmers brothers, their busy season to catch their horses as a friend land, at everyone's clothes clothes brazier with the white picket fence, east west one say what one thought, and some has been to talk until dawn, the voice of their snoring is so loud, tied to the horses behind the house all night chewing on hay, very rhythmic. Tukang the country are always burned so hot, meteor across the sky, shining like the flame of flying fish to walk over in his homeland, a friend's life is really good!
, I'm looking for a farmer to be friends! Because they may not ever underestimate others. I want God or mercy me if I honestly have a friend. But friends can not go looking to rely on luck.
one day I went to the edge of town, a village walk, of course, his arms was also secretly tucked a Xu Guozhang the English word, this is my habit. Field edge of the village, I met a cooling off in thin, young man two years older than I look like a small one, is bypassing the arm and his wife work. He has just built a greenhouse, is confident doing it his dream of million households. See me warmly greeted, and he invited me into the studio to see him of the vegetable seedlings. Shed temperature is high, takes a summer-like warm, green vegetable shoots just put in water, mist steaming. He was very talkative, speaking at the same time is not wasted labor. I will help him pull water pipes, and I admire his ambition tongue, like the simple virtues of his hard work. I want to make friends with him, and he liked me, take me to his house to eat oat meal. But his wife seem to have upset both of us, I see you can not be friends, one farmer, one is intellectual, how not suitable, perhaps, just wanted to learn techniques of plastic greenhouse cultivation. But her husband did not think so, he said he needs this is my friend, he said my eyes are good, he'll be watching Mai phase. Since then travel freely between us, and he also went to school came to talk to me, a colleague asked me wondering, Who is that ah? I am proud to tell them he is my friends and colleagues very puzzled that I am the person no fun. Later we have been so good with, to spare to chat with a brighter future, those days I felt really liberated, the world is really still think highly of my people, ah! It seems I find a friend looking for the operator. But I find a friend not to others respect me, but the people around me are nothing more chilling reason
after the end of a semester, spring is coming, green mountains, and I should communicate with him to grow vegetables experience, of course, indispensable to the water should taste he planted radishes and cucumbers, but I been transferred [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], and transferred to another local high school. I'm very anxious to go, and he did not attend to say farewell, my heart was very guilty for a while. I obviously liked him, but I thought of his young wife said to us, then it has become less self-confident, and his wife left me, I would say to him that people should not have reliable then? But I need to have a happy and confident, I do not want that to be wrapped in the knowledge and the hypocrisy of the secular relationships.
my good friend, you all right? You might well have gone the plastic greenhouses, right? But deep in my memory, your greenhouse has been so hot, filled with the breath of spring. Thank you for the most lonely time of my accompanied me, and my only hope is that you are doing very well now. Fast forward two years later, I really can not tell your name already, but I think there should be an alias for you, let me call you
2010/11/24 Gansu Dangchang
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